Don't Go...

• Mood:  Tearful
• Listening to: Go Away- 2NE1
• Reading: my math book
• Watching: Mashup vid
• Playing: my phone
• Eating: licorice
• Drinking: water

Aww, this saturday is my last day to see my cousin who live in America  From 2 days ago (I think), every time I think about him go away from Indonesia, it make s me cry, tears come out my mind every time I think of that :tearful: awwwhh what am I gonna do? Maybe if its time to say goodbye, I will cry in front of him or just hold my tears   and at this moment I'm crying  awwwh I'm going to miss hime very very much, I don't know why but, every time I want to be with that person (for example, I want to see my grandfather's grave, that's coz I miss him I wanna see him. Every time I want to visit somebody or someone, that means, its my last time to her or him [ex. last year, I wanted to visit my maid (she an old lady) but I got a phone call that, she died, and I was like, oh god, I feel guilty, I have something to tell her before she's gone]) but I think now is different, I want my cousin to stay in Indonesia, coz its been a long time, it feel like I lost someone. Awhhh, sorry I'm being such a cry baby. I think I'm different from any other kid, I want all my family stay in Indonesia, so we can see each other everyday anytime we want (this is my I though when I was lil) but now I know, they got job there and there's nothing I can do. I have to stay strong. Awhhh I can;t hold back my tears, I have to cry in front of him, since I'm the youngest of all my cousins, so I'm pretty normal  they still spoil me, he he  

Oh people of U.S.A please protect my cousin, from anything (even though you don't know him, I bet you can understand my feeling, when your cousin live far away from you, different country) I love my family   

If your read the Super Bass lyric, in this part 

'See I need you in my life for me to stay

No, no, no, no, no I know you'll stayNo, no, no, no, no don't go awayBoy you got my heartbeat runnin' awayDon't you hear that heartbeat comin' your way?Oh it be like, boom, badoom, boomBoom, badoom, boom bassCan't you hear that boom, badoom, boomBoom, badoom, boom bass?

' its fit with the story up there, I do love all my cousins ok.. what kind of cousin you are if you don't love your cousins. LOL