Fuck These Shits

Maybe you've heard that Big Bang Tour will be held in Indonesia on October? yes? no?
well, i though i could collect the money to buy the ticket, but...its not enough :(

So bad news is, i wont watch big bang (forth big disappointment of my live) worst news, my mom, she wont let me watch any i mean ANY concert that will be held in Indonesia.

Btw, wanna know the 3 big disappointment of my live?
1. Super Show 2011
2. Super Show 2012
3. Lady Gaga

factors to these disappointment :
1. mother and money
2. mother and money
3. some shit from Indonesia that can't open their eyes -_-
4. mother and money

Well, one of my senior said "it is hard to be a fan that has no 'more money' "
I've try every method to collect my own money, but there're no support...

Oh god, I think im in my period... :'(
Even i ALMOST cant watch movie in cinema...
and these money i got for big bang is useless, well i could donate to this event we will held on school called 'Taruna Bakti Asian Wonder'

ouh yeah, it will be the first event junior high will held. Its about Japan and Korea.
y'know, all about Japan and Korea
yeah... it will be awesome.

well, should i donate it or i use to watch to movie tomorrow..?
well it will be boring stay at home all holiday, even though i will go somewhere else. but still...

how can i meet my fav k-pop groups...
in super show 2011 i expected to see Heechul, i expected to see Lady Gaga...and expecting to see Big Bang...

its all just a dream, even my mom said so... oh the irony...
the irony of truth...
hurt your feeling
crushing your dream

please just once, i beg to everything, every person, even god, just to fulfill my need of life.